.. in fact any of the folks back home would," my voice
sounded hollow and far off as I answered.
"You're a pretty smart lad ... do you want to go back with him when he
goes?"
"No, Mr. Hartman."
"Well, we can tip the porter to take care of him ... but why don't you
want to go with him, we will foot your expenses?"
"I have other things to do," I answered vaguely.
He gave a gesture of impatience....
* * * * *
There was a hush in the house, as I stepped softly up the stairs. The
catch of the front door was back....
First I went to my room and found all my books intact ... in better
condition even, than when I was home with them ... there was not a speck
of dust anywhere. Evidently my father was not too sick to keep the place
clean ... but then, I meditated he would attend to that, with his last
effort.
My books were my parents, my relatives. I had been born of them, not of
my own father and mother. My being born in the flesh was a mere accident
of nature. My father and mother happened to be the vehicle.
But the place was so quiet it perturbed me.
"Pop!" I called, going toward his bed-room.
The door leading into it slowly opened. The little, dark widow was in
there with him.
"Hush! your father is asleep."
A hatred of both him and her shot up quick in my heart. I sensed their
abandonment to the sheerly physical, till it took in their whole
horizon.
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